Saturday, July 23, 2011

Baggage; Psalm 139:13-14

"For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb.  I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well."

In my last blog I wrote on being called.  In the weeks that have passed since writing that blog it's been quite apparent that God is continuing to remind me that we are all given gifts and talents to serve a purpose and to fulfill his plan.  Working within our giftings from our father serves the needs of those around us and for ourselves.  Until I began writing this blog I had no idea why God called me to write until he revealed to me, I have a gift of encouragement.  That's what this blog has always been about, encouragement of others in their faith journey as well as often times an encouragement to me to keep going and trust in the Lord in all things.

Too often I've allowed the baggage of life to rob me of serving in the capacity I've been called.  I can find a million excuses as to why I can't do something and sometimes find it hard to find one single reason to do it.  The only reason I need to do it is because Abba Father asked me to.  It's not out of total disobedience that I resist the call, but many times a feeling of inadequacy... that I simply can not do what he's asked.  Sometimes it's because I feel I'm not smart enough, sometimes a feeling of I'm not good enough and sometimes a feeling of no one could possibly want or need what I have to offer.  Do you ever feel that way?  That God picked the wrong person?  How could he possibly choose me for this task or bless me with this gift that could serve him in such a way? 

There's where that word baggage comes into play.  We drag this big old bag of "stuff" with us wherever we go of things from our yesterdays.  Perhaps it was a parent that said, you can't do that.  Maybe it was a teacher that said, you just aren't very bright.  Maybe it was a classmate, a peer, or a "friend" who reminds you, "remember how awful you use to be, how awful you were just a few moments ago?"  We keep lugging that baggage around allowing it to stop us from being the called women and men of God that we are.  The enemy loves our baggage.  He uses it against us every moment he can, it's his greatest tool to use against us because it's something we seem to want to hold on to tighter than we do our relationship with Christ.  You may be shaking your head right now and saying, "no I don't".  If that's the case, then what's stopping you from being all God has called you to be?  What is stopping you from serving with your whole heart?  What is preventing you from giving your all to Christ?  Let it go... we all must let it go to walk in the way God has called us to walk.  I am so guilty of picking up my baggage and throwing it into the mix of the day.  The Holy Spirit will reveal in my spirit that I'm doing it and remind me, "Heather do you know who you are and even greater do you know who you belong to?  Your Father is the King of Kings!"  There is nothing that we can't do through Christ, nothing.  If he has called you, then he will equip you.  It's time to toss the baggage of the past into that great sea of forgetfulness and take your place in the body of Christ.

What baggage are you holding onto that is stopping you from fulfilling your role and using the gifts and talents that God has given you?  What baggage do you need to let go of once and for all so that you can be a great lamp standing on a hill?  You've been called, you are fearfully and wonderfully made... when will you choose to hold onto the promises of God tighter than the baggage of the yesterdays?  Is today the day? 

Blessings,
Heather

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Called; Ephesians 4:11-13 & Jeremiah 33:3

Ephesians 4:11-13 "And he himself gave some to be apostles, some prophets, some evangelists, and some pastors and teachers, for the equipping of the saints for the work of ministry, for the edifying of the body of Christ, till we all come to the unity of the faith and the knowledge of the Son of God, to a perfect man, to the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ."

Jeremiah 33:3 " Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and unsearchable things you do not know."

My husband is currently working on a talk of Christian Action and as I've listen to him begin to write the words God is laying on his heart I've pondered the very topic myself, what does it mean to be in Christian action?  Along my journey I've been able to serve in a variety of ways, most of which I've enjoyed and have been able to be blessed and watch others be blessed because of the obedience from not only myself but by the obedience of themselves as well.  I've also felt the struggle in times when I'm simply fulfilling a need and not the direction of the Father.  It has been one of my greatest struggles to know when to serve and when to be patient and allow God to appoint and anoint the right person for the job and the right person is not always me.  Ouch! 

The last several months I have had quite a restlessness and if you read my last blog I attributed that to a quieting of the Holy Spirit within me.  Along with this quiet comes a time of listening and waiting on the Lord to direct my steps to the next phase of my walk with Christ.  Chris and I spent some time recently in a public area just sitting and watching people as they passed by and listening to the music being played by a local band. I found myself wondering about the lives that crossed my path that day.  Chris and I began talking about how if you quiet yourself and really listen to the "beat of the drum" you can hear the music of life being played out for you.  If you begin to quiet yourself, you will hear the call that God has placed on your life for a particular moment and time.  Sometimes the music at first doesn't appear all that beautiful but as you begin to truly listen with the desire within you crying out to the great songwriter you begin to hear an incredible melody. 

God has called and equipped each of us in different and wonderful ways.  Some are called to lead and some are called to serve along side of leaders.  Each one of you reading this has a gift that God has given you to be a part of the body that only you can be for the unification of the body of Christ working together in a world that is in need of a Savior.  I can't say that I'm always willing to do whatever God leads me to do at first, too often I fight him and resist the new task because it means I have to grow and that sometimes means moving out of my comfort zone surrounded by my wonderful support system and entering into a brand new one. 

In the first passages from Ephesians that I draw from in sharing this with you, it's clear that God has called us all for a purpose, for a specific mission in life.  We aren't all called to be teachers or preachers, some are called in different form of ministry but all are equally important in being part of one body of believers.  We are directed in Jeremiah to call to our father and he will answer us. 

What is God calling you to do today?  Can you hear him?  Are you listening?  Are you patiently waiting for a response?  Are you ready to completely surrender and allow the work that he has begun in you to take hold and allow you to be the servant he's called you to be?  Perhaps you have been called to help others hear the melody for their own life as the music is played so that they can join in chorus with the rest of the body to give praise to the Father.

Blessings,

Heather

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Quietness; Psalm 131:2

"I have stilled and quieted my soul; like a weaned child with its mother; like a weaned child is my soul within me."

You've seen me post before of the times of blooming, harvest and pruning.  Perhaps you've even heard me talk of the dry seasons, the dormant season of winter or as I'm understanding more clearly...the season of quietness.  It's probably my toughest of the spiritual seasons.  I love the bright blooming season with all it's beauty and new life.  I love the harvesting season, reaping the fruits of service in Christ.  I can even handle pruning from time to time knowing that my correction on my direction needs to occur and although painful there is somehow a sense of renewal still in the pruning.  But the dormant season, the season of quietness within my soul...that one is hard for someone who just wants to keep moving forward in service.

I relate all of this to my physical love of gardens and I have to admit that the dormant season allows for the fresh blooms to be bigger, brighter and more colorful than the season before.  I can't imagine what a plant would think, if a plant could think, blanketed in the soft white snow all around knowing that it was frozen in place and prevented from growing or even being seen for a season.  Instead it was being "quieted" and fed instead of producing for a season.

The last couple of months I know I definitely have been in a dormant season of my life.  Not due to my prayer life changing or in reading his word but a purposeful quietness that the father has chosen for me.  It's been hard and I've been wrestling with him almost demanding that he share with me what my next steps are to be.   Not too long ago I had an anointed woman of God share with me that she saw me wrestling with something and that she'd be praying that God would give me answer and direction.  I thought to myself, ok, he's going to show me now for certain where he has me going and what he wants me to do but instead he continues to teach me that he is God and that my control issues are not. I left Bible study that night and began praying that God just reveal to me what I needed to know to have the restlessness within my soul quieted.  He gave me a picture of a grand man without a face and a little girl standing before him with her feet on top of his dancing a beautiful dance.  The little girl at first was so uncomfortable but as the music continued and she began to listen to the gentle music she looked up to see the man and looking back at her was her father, eyes brilliant, smile wide and with the softest voice he said, "daughter, let me lead this dance.  You need to do nothing but hold my hand, look into my eyes and know that I have you."  At that moment, I began smiling in my car.  I knew that was my heavenly daddy telling me, Heather... let go and fully trust me.

Brokenness can sometimes be my companion and some scars run pretty deep.  I find that sometimes I allow that brokenness to rule and take over in my life and my trust and faith grows weak.  But as I begin to pray for God to release me from the pains of the past to allow me to heal, he reminds me that there are blessings in my brokenness as well.  Recently I've begun working on a song for church that a special little girl in the congregation loves and I plan to sing it very soon.  The song talks directly to my heart, especially lately as sometimes I find I get angry that I don't feel God near or speaking to my soul.  He is quieting my soul, preparing the grounds for a fertile growing season again in his time. 

Please quiet your mind and your soul for a few moments as you too listen to the song I am learning not just in the sense that most understand but I'm learning to truly listen to it in the quiet deep places of my heart and soul.  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SGniRk_GcLs

Where are you today?  Are you blooming, harvesting?  Perhaps you are being pruned or maybe you are like me and are being asked to be dormant and quiet for a season to begin the next leg of the journey?  Wherever you are, God has a plan and we simply need to trust that even in the quiet... he is ever near.

Blessings,
Heather

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Strength; Psalm 46:1

"God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble."

So hopefully none of you fell into the trap of selling all your worldly possessions and quitting your jobs last week in lieu of the rapture taking place this past Saturday.  Did you know the scripture tells us that we will not know the day or the hour upon which Christ will return?  It's actually stated several times, but Matthew 25:13 is pretty simple and straight forward to those who claim to know differently... “Therefore keep watch, because you do not know the day or the hour."  Can't be anymore clearer than that can it?  I have troubles sometimes understanding what the word is telling me but this I know for certain, I simply am to be on watch and ready for his return.

The past few weeks have been pretty hard on many hit by the storms that have been raging in our country.  Tornadoes seem to be everywhere and causing such devastation.  Many believe this is because its the end of the world, who knows it could be but I really can't know and neither can you.  That's why I find the scripture in today's post so relevant even more so than I do the scriptures of his coming.  God reminds us that HE is our refuge and strength.... EVER-PRESENT help in trouble.  I sit here and I think about that promise and realize that no storm that comes my way, that comes your way, is bigger than that promise.  We serve a faithful God and he never breaks a promise.

Some of you may have been impacted by the storms that have destroyed homes, families, lives, towns and created history.  Some of you may have faced storms in a different way the past few weeks, maybe your storms have been with someone or in some situation that you feel is just spinning out of control and wrecking your life.  But no matter the type of storm, God is still EVER-PRESENT in our time of trouble and he gives us strength to face whatever giant is trying to tear us down. 

I'm sure many of you have read the story of David and Goliath over and over again as children and as adults, but I read it again this weekend.  David created so many storms in people's lives but yet God remained faithful to him and God remained his strength.  Can you imagine standing before Goliath, a mighty assassin with just a smooth stone and slingshot and knowing, having no fear, no doubt nor reservation because you knew your God was bigger and mightier than the one that stood before you?  The story became more real to me than it ever has, David had faith that brought down that giant...it wasn't just the stone or the slingshot... it was his faith and God reaching down to quiet the storm standing in front of him.  Our strength comes from the Lord, our help comes from the Lord and our hope comes from the Lord.

Some days when we are in the midst of these life storms its hard to find the strength that we know is within us because of the one who placed it there...but hold fast dear friends, he is faithful to his word and to us.  He is our rock and fortress, the strength of all that we are.  Don't allow the storms to break you down, sure they may take away things you love or maybe they will blow hard and knock you down or off track but get back up standing firmly in His strength and not that of your own.  Dig deep into his word and not that of false prophets who claim to know what scripture says is impossible to know.  Remember your faith is strength, it comes from the father the EVER-PRESENT help in time of troubles.

What storms are you facing today?  Are you standing before the giants with knees shaking or are you standing boldly knowing your strength is greater, far greater, than anything that could possibly come against you?  Please stand in faith with me praying for those that have been hit by the storms recently, pray for strength of mind, body and soul as they attempt to pick up the pieces of their lives and rebuild.

Blessings,
Heather

Monday, May 9, 2011

Growth; 2 Peter 1:5-6

"Make every effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness, knowledge; and to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness."

Today I played hooky from work so that I could be in my flower beds prepping them for another season of beauty.  Last year the drought in the area took its toll on them and by the end of the growing season they looked like they had come through a drought.  Have any of you ever felt like you've come through a drought spiritually?  Your very soul feels parched and void of the holy living waters that dwell deep within your soul.  It's a difficult time isn't it, to feel parched and thirsty for the holy spirit to rain down on you?  You look in your spiritual mirrors and long to see the beautiful rose of sharon standing before you, but instead you see something that looks more like a thistle or a weed ready to be plucked out of the garden and discarded.

The good news is there is spring rain.  We've all been complaining about the over abundance of rain that we've been receiving here at home but honestly without the rain we would not have the gorgeous green grass on our lawns with the dead spots caused by the drought from last year revitalized.  Almost all those spots have somehow been restored.  That's how it is with our spiritual dryness too.  We take our little faith seed that we know is within us and we begin to fertilize it with goodness by reading the word and gaining the knowledge we need to grow, to learn self-control, perseverance and godliness...holiness. 

In everything there are seasons of life. The plants and trees in our gardens, yards and parks that surround us experience a dormant time, a dying/pruning season and what we enjoy the most...the new life that burst forth.  I don't know about you, but my favorite time of year is watching the buds form on the trees, seeing the flowers begin to bloom, watching the little bees go from flower to flower spreading the pollen helping life to continue.  It's a beautiful thing to see nature at work, to know that we have a creator who orchestrated the whole thing.  It's an even greater thing to see growth in one another, to watch a brother or a sister come through their drought and to begin to bloom again.  Or maybe it's us, maybe we were the ones that God quieted for a moment, for a season to bring us to full bloom again in our spirit. 

I can't say that I enjoy the pruning or the weeding in my gardens nor can I say that I enjoy the pruning or the weeding in the gardens of my soul but it is necessary.  This weekend was a weekend of great growth for me personally.  I was able to take that small seed of faith along with a lot of watering cans called prayer warriors to grow this past Sunday.  I was able to see small buds appear on a branch of my tree that has long been dormant.  I think I'll continue to water it and see what God wants to do from there.

What season are you in today?  Are you growing in the fruit of the spirit or are you in a drought that is in desperate need of some healing rains?  Call on your watering cans, they are waiting to pray with you...to be the stakes in life to support you until you are strong enough to stand mightily on your own basking in the sOnshine. 

Blessings,
Heather

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Women; 1 Peter 3:3-4

"Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as braided hair and the wearing of gold jewelry and fine clothes.  Instead, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit; which is of great worth in God's sight."

As I prepare to leave this weekend for a Women of Faith conference I am excited to be fed on the word by the speakers and encouraged in worship by those leading but I'm also looking forward to spending quality time with quality women of faith.  Being a woman means so much more than what so many today make of their feminity.  Being a woman can be a wonderful adventure.  We have the ability to bring new life into this world.  We have the ability to love deeply, connect more intimately, and offer a side of Jesus that men may not understand. 

When I was a young girl, this scripture found in 1 Peter was used to ensure that a woman "knew her place".  According to many in the church I belonged to, women were second class to their spouses.  They were to be silent and opinions not wanted nor valued.  Instead of taking the true meaning of this scripture for what was being shared with the women of that time and all women to come, it was taken as a scripture of what the woman was not to do.  I'm thankful that as a woman maturing not only in age but in faith that I can see more into this scripture. 

My role as a woman, as a daughter, a friend, a sister, a wife, a mother are all uniquely designed for me and my journey.  This scripture wasn't to tell me about what not to wear or how I was to look on the outside but it was to tell me that my value, my worth was inside me.  The beauty found in me is my spirit, the very being of who I am resting in Christ.  My clothing doesn't define me as a woman, my hair doesn't define me as a daughter, my jewlry doesn't define me as a friend.  What defines me as a woman is my relationship and submission to my father, my heavenly father.  I am who I am because of who HE is.  I am a Princess, my father the King of Kings and Lord of Lords.

Once I realized for myself that the scripture called out to the very heart and nature of a woman, I realized how valued and loved a woman is for the qualities that she and she alone possess.  God designed a man and a woman different for this world with purpose and plan behind those designs.  Women have the gentle and quiet spirit of the living word dwelling in their hearts by natural gifting.  Somewhere along the way, many have gotten away from that thinking that this is a man's world and to survive we must behave and think like men.  We were purposed to be helpmates, to compliment our physically stronger counterparts and its more than ok to be a woman.  Never confuse being gentle and quiet in spirit with weak and incapable.  Learn to listen to God's leading, to listen to the Holy Spirit guiding and directing your spirit.  It's a gift you've been given to be a woman...to be a life giver.  Never use that power you've been given to take life away from another.

I thank you Lord today for being a woman of faith and for surrounding me with women of unfading beauty.


Blessings,
Heather

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Blessings, John 1:16

"From the fullness of his grace we have all received one blessing after another."

The past couple of weeks I've really had my ears "tuned up" from God.  Have you ever had that happen?  Those times when God tweaks your listening skills and asks you, my child do you not understand even now that in your faith comes great blessing and reward?  I'm in that place it appears these days.  Constant reminders of just how blessed I am even through the storms of life... I AM BLESSED.   

I've been reminded by countless scriptures of how God favors his people through his grace and provisions.  I'm also reminded contrary to some people's understanding (clearing my throat as I say this) that God does not show favortism.  So although I am highly favored, I don't claim to be his favorite but loved greatly just the same.

This year hasn't been the best so far; several loved ones have gone home to be with the Lord. We've had a few health and financial scares but through it all God has remained faithful. Although my flesh wanted to grow weak and weary, my God reminded me that he has been with me from the time I was being woven together in my mother's womb.  He knows the hairs on my head and my name is forever written on the palm of his hand.  He reminds me just how many ways I am blessed and shown favor.  It's really easy to get caught up in the pity parties of one and to focus on the negatives in our lives but it's through these trials that we become stronger and become lights to others who perhaps are not walking in a life of faith.  How do we encouarge and help another through a situation if we have never experienced it ourselves?  How do we reflect God's love and mercy if we've never seen the lack of love and mercy from this world?

Today I got to see the sunshine and spend time outdoors listening to the birds, seeing the clouds roll in and out of view, hear the wind whistling through the trees and smell the fresh air of life that is bursting forth in our trees and flowers.  Today I got to see; there are many that didn't.  Today I was able to ride my bike and strengthen my heart and body; there were many that will never experience that pleasure.  Today I was able to hear the message given to my pastor from our heavenly father, there are many in this world that would give anything just to have five minutes to hear or read about his love and life eternal.  Today I am blessed.  Today I recognize that my blessings flow from one to another.  Today I understand what it means to be blessed and to be a blessing.

How many blessings can you sit down and write out on a piece of paper that you receive daily?  How many blessings can you think of in your mind that you simply take for granted?  How many ways can you be a blessing to others so they can see the light of Christ today through you?

Blessings,
Heather